We’ve been so good and it’s so sad to know that we only have three more months together until we’re over. I know you say that we can get back together if I end up going to Pitt but it’s so unlikely that I would get in there, let alone if I would even go there if I did. I know I’m only in high school and I have plenty of time to meet new people and fall in love but heartbreak sucks no matter what.

I love you and I’m promising myself now that I will tell you before you leave at the end of the summer.

You are supposed to be my best friend.. I have been so out of it for the past month and you make it worse. I can’t name a single person that takes me seriously

Trying to separate those who matter in my life and those who don’t is really difficult. I really don’t know who does and who doesn’t.

Last week i thought we weren’t even together, this week we’re perfect. Our ups and downs are ridiculous and somewhat unbearable sometimes, but i’m probably not going to break up with you for a very long time, even when it does get bad. You drive me crazy sometimes, we fight too much, and there are times when i wonder why we’re still together. And now i realize its because I love you.

Everything else has worked out besides being with you.

I guess we’re not really together anymore.

And so the most stressful 7 days i’ve had in months begins tomorrow.

I just want everything to work out for once.